FEBRUARY 2012

Wow. A LOT of time has passed since I last posted here.

I have rejoined with the Christian group on BCB. I believe that I need to be there. I gained most of my weight back as Mother was dying - she passed on November 2, 2010. Has been a very difficult battle that I basically gave up on in 2011. I would have never guessed that her death would get to me like it has.... but she has been gone over a year now and I am finding the strength to get past it and move on. I think about her every day though, and miss her terribly.

Weight Watchers has not come back easily this time. I have struggled as never before. I don't want to hang those struggles out on the forum because we are supposed to be ENcouraging out there... so I just don't get into it. I figure that if anyone is interested in reading my attached blog, they can read it and better know how to encourage "out there".

BCB is the best place to go for support and I know that. I have not given up hope and pray I never will. I just want to feel better and be healthier.

Have had an op day so far. Had a piece of sausage patty, an eggbeater, and a biscuit late this morning. My problem occurs at night when I want to snack and watch TV so I'll have to watch it tonight. I can do this. I WILL do this.